Now..i feel lonely..
Why??
it is my own fault i think..
it is fair for me to deserve it..
Because..
what have i done..
is unforgiven..
and i cannot ask any forgiveness..
for what already happen..
Me...I..my friends..
they all already abundant me..
because they think..
i am not important to them anymore..
maybe the true is..
me the first one abundant them..
My fault..
it is all my fault..
we are not eating together anymore..
because i have someone special to me..
in here..
i do not join them..
when they go anywhere else..
i just stick on my own decision..
Right now..
the one i have..
the one i love..
is leaving me..
because of my fault..
it can not be turn back anymore..
she will not be the same..
as what i know before..
she not trust me anymore..
Loosing..
i will losing everybody..
i will alone on my own..
although this world is big..
it has no meaning if..
i am alone..
But..
there is still a huge barrier..
in front of me..
Can i???
can i went through that barrier..
with only myself..
Sad..
i feel so sad..
right now..
i want to change..
this feeling of sadness..
to the spirit of mine..
so that i can climb up..
the barrier in front of me..
and ask for forgiveness..
to the everyone around me......
~words from my heart~
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Lonely....
Posted by Muhamad Arif at 9:52 PM 1 comments
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